LoCaLStYleBaBiGiRL's Xanga

Friday, September 03, 2004

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 02:46:34 GMT

HEY EVERYBODY.........WELL I AM GOING TO THE MAKE UP ARTIST AND I AM ALMOST THERE IN BECOMING TO LOOK LIKE HIM. WHO ELSE WOULD IT BE.........MY IDLE OF COURSE. MICHAEL JACKSON. DONT I ALREADY KINDA OF LOOK LIKE HIM. I GOT THE FACE, THE SKIN TONE, AND THE NOSE, ALL I NEED TO DO IS TO GET SURGERY A LITO BIT MORE. RITE NOW I MAKING AN APPOINTMENT WIT THIS ONE DOCTOR. HE IS GOING TO GET ME A DICK. GET IT. HAHA. WELL LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS ON HOW YOU THINK I LOOK AND STUFF.

lOVE, MARLENE

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 23:37:43 GMT

Heylo Everyone!

Man how is everybodee doing so far? i hope great well today was an okay today well yeah alllast night was blasting fun i went to ward mall and then hawaiian hilton hotel to see muh brother david and uncle herb perform and then went eat at anna stuart restaurant at ward with muh brother david and his gf sarah and muh mom and dad and then came home i was tired and small kine sick and sleep all day and yeah byes everyone

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 10:21:56 GMT

whats ur name?

are we friends?

how did we meet?

did/du u have a crush on me?

what am i on a scale frum 1-10?

am i nice or a bitch (lol)?

du i chill w/ u?

did we eva burn together or drink together?

du we go to sku together?

would u wanna kiss meeh?

would u wanna date meeh?

du u trust me?

would u run to me fo help on a personal problem?

du i make u laugh?

*1 KiSs*

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 17:25:19 GMT

HeYLo everyone!!

well last night i've been talking to this sweet sexy hot stud named Kris and here are sum pictures of him..... ky0ote yeah him awww we are always texting each other and talking to each other all the time he always makes me so happy and forgetting the past experience and relationship with paul boylen i know muh hearts wants paul boylen back and muh mind doesn't weird huh but im good without him i guess im not trying so hard to take paul boylen back i mean i do want him but not right now i rather be single and having fun with muh friends and muh munkee buddy kris! and yes im single and not looking sorrie i got muh eyes on someone very special i wonder who it is.... hehehe he knows who he is... he is always making muh day so happy and better! =) well only one more day until muh birthday is it great yay!! =) im turning 19 years old and going to be having alot of fun with muh friends and family and i'll be calling muh munkee buddy kris upz everyday and night and see his sexy ky0ote face man he is so sexy! =) dis hot stud ish kris muh munkee buddy!

here another pic of kris muh munkee buddy!

Dis lips for muh Sexy Munkee buddy kris!=)

i don't care what peoples think of muh munkee buddy kris he is always will be muh munkee baby buddy and always be in muh heart and soul and i'll always be thinking of muh munkee buddy and makes my day so wonderful! luv ya kris muh munkee baby buddy!!! =)

Monday, August 30, 2004

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 19:50:46 GMT

Naggin' Part II (The Answer)

[Chorus Pt. I:]
Every now and then you get mad.
You treat me bad and it makes me sad.
Always in the Street Chasin' A$$.
That's why a B***h be naggin'.

[Chorus Pt. 2 (Repeat 2)]
Whomp [x5]
When you get here I'll be gone.
I'll always know I shoulda left ya a$$ alone.
That's why a b***h be...

This is for them Niggas who be swearin' they aint catchin' no feelings.
Girls don't get ya self caught up in the mess.
Cuz half of them poppin'- the rest of them flex.
Yall..... better pay attention.
Flaw gone put tall up on a lil' pimpin'.
Listen.... When they flip the script.
You charge it to the hip & you take it to the whip.
Yea!
Imo tell you what I can't stand,
Is when I end up with a half a$$ man.
Gotta be like momma hold his hand.
I treat you like s**t,
Cuz that's all you under stand.
All you care about is hoes & and them clothes & them shows.
Commin' home 3 and 4 every night.
Ain't got nan nother time,
Talkin' to me outta line,
When ya boys run you always wanna shine.
Yea.

[Chorus Pt. I:]
Every now and then you get mad.
You treat me bad and it makes me sad.
Always in the Street Chasin' A$$.
That's why a B***h be naggin'.

[Chorus Pt. 2 (Repeat 2)]
Whomp [x5]
When you get here I'll be gone.
I'll always know I shoulda left ya a$$ alone.
That's why a b***h be...

Get $, grip, keep ya jewels & ya chick on the side.
In Ya club, w/ ya dubs, and ya chromed out ride.
In yo E, off ya go s**t ,
If you wanna go jit, go get, go skit, muh- muh-f***in go for it.
You don't think I understand,
I ain't give up everything fo you to be playinn'.
Oh you think you slick when you tell me she only ya friend.
Damn right imo trip.
Nigga where you been.
Hold Up
What you talkin' bout throwin' them blows.
I got dem B's and dem blows,
What you want all 4.
Cuz you use to them fake a$$ hoes.
Use to them broke a$$ lows, go down hoes.
I'll be goin' in on ya ends w/ 10's.
On ya dub.
So show ya girl love.
I'm all in ya ear.
Cuz you smoking on that herb, and you bout to hit the curb,
and you getting on my nerves.
Shut Up.

[Chorus Pt. I:]
Every now and then you get mad.
You treat me bad and it makes me sad.
Always in the Street Chasin' A$$.
That's why a B***h be naggin'.

[Chorus Pt. 2 (Repeat 2)]
Whomp [x5]
When you get here I'll be gone.
I'll always know I shoulda left ya a$$ alone.
That's why a b***h be...

Look now you know it all about your loot *n*
Don't be gettin' mad at me and actin' stupid.
I ain't the one to be on the phone.
Imo hit tha streets,
I ain't stayin home alone nigga.
I'm Gone
Yea I'm wit another friend.
And he got dividens.
And he drive a BIG BLACK BENZ.
You ain't lookin' & stickin' & suckin' ^ on nothing.
"We ain't all that"
Huh
Stop Frontin'.
Now it's a damn shame you'z a mini-mi TRICK.
Ain't never hand no love for no B***h.
Niggas cuz they hoes to me.
I'm only wit you because I chose to be.
But now I'm on my way up out tha door.
Do I wanna think about it?
Hell No
You Shoulda thought about it before.
I gotta leave you alone.
And Imo take everything in the home,
But the dog and the phone.
Biotch

[Chorus Pt. I:]
Every now and then you get mad.
You treat me bad and it makes me sad.
Always in the Street Chasin' A$$.
That's why a B***h be naggin'.

[Chorus Pt. 2 (Repeat 2)]
Whomp [x5]
When you get here I'll be gone.
I'll always know I shoulda left ya a$$ alone.
That's why a b***h be...

[Music Till End]

"Nag that BIOTCH"

Nag.........

Dis song reminds me of Muh ex boyfriend Paul boylen listen to this song and u know how it feels to be hurt and shit....

i wanna give a special shoutout to dis ky0ote ass dude named kris hehehe he is so hot stud and handsome =) and dis is his picture.... he is so adorable yeah muh goodness =)

well byes

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 06:53:08 GMT

Heylo Everyone!! =)

How is everybody doing lately? i hope great and even though muh day was great too... first of all i went to Pearlridge California Pizza Kitchen and ate dinner with Sarah muh brothers girlfriend and muh mother and then cruise in da mall for a little bit and then went to Ala Moana to Hot Topic and saw this adorabl ky0ote ass boyee there and man we kept staring at each other for the longest time and then i was standing in front of ihm and we made eye contact to each other and it was so amazing oh muh goodness... me and the ky0ote ass b0yee couldnt stop staring at each other and then we left the store and went home and here i am on da computer and writing in muh xanga and onlee 4 more days until i turned 19 years old and still don't know what to do on muh birthday weird ah im turning into an old fut already hahhahaah well newaize gotta go now byes

Dis ky0ote ass Sexy Boyee ish Stephen muh baby boo fo lyphe! and yes he is an sweetheart and clever guy and yes he is the one took mai heart away when we first talked and stuff and he calls me his sexy baby girl =) i love u stephen u sexy boyee!!

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 03:09:35 GMT

hey everyone!

yee yah i change muh song and everything i hope u all like it and yeah today was an okay day for me though listening to slow jams musics lately and thinking of everything in da past and now well byes

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 05:10:47 GMT

Wassup Peoples!!

How is everybody doing lately? as for me I've been keeping muhself busy lately and i hardly come on Xanga now days because I am usually on myspace its really fun being on it and meeting new peoples and cruising with alot of peoples from it and college that i am going too right now and i've became a new person now and not worrying so hard if that special someone named paul will take me back in his life like he would anywayz but yeah I've been reading the bible alot and talking to muh parents and muh grandparents alot and talking to them about muh problems and love problems and stuff and yeah i even spending time with muh parents and muh grandparents alot and thinking why should i fall in love again when i always get hurt by dem... well newaize enough about me and muh sorrie ass life and love life ha yeah right i realize i can be a better person and different too with totalli different personality and the way I dress now and the way i acted to peoples which is fun u know becoming a new person everyday and doing amazing stuff everyday you will realize how much peoples really cares about you and loves you for who you are and everything....

I know I made mistakes in muh life before and not knowing it will hurt the peoples I loved and cared about so much I hurt muh parents feelings, muh brothers feelings, muh cousins feelings, muh grandparents feelings, and muh ex boyfriend paul boylen, muh other ex charles from hilo, muh 1st true love Adam from waimanalo side, and muh 2nd true love Chris from waimanalo side. when i sometimes feel so unhappie or sometimes really mad and i take it out all on them they didn't derserve any of it what I did to them but yeah i feel so guilty and really unhappie and sad that I actually hurt them and realize they were always there for me when I needed to someone to talk too... and I regret what i did in the past and now its time to moved on and become a new person and new life and everything....

To the peoples who are reading this u should know how hard it is so lose someone u love and cared about and knowing that person is the right one for you in life and stuff......well newaize paul if u reading this im sorrie from the bottom of muh heart for not trusting you... You should know how hard to trust someone u loved alot and knowing that it was hard for me trust someone i loved and cared about alot and they will do something stupid or dumb behind muh back and now when i think about our relationship and in da past between us i do have trust in you alot and now u won't take me back in your life but its cool i dont mind at all i rather be single and do fun stuff and hanging out with muh krew and muh homeboys and muh homegurls and do whats fun in life... well newaize byes

Monday, August 23, 2004

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 11:06:15 GMT

hey everyone!!

Wassup?!?! well how is everybody doing and summer going so far? well as for me hehehe well summer been great i have a suntan and and sunlines on muh bodee hehehee yawpz i hella loved the beach alot and chillaxin and stuff well newaize i've been becoming a new person every day and everything well i've been keeping muhself busy by looking for a job and downloading songs and i mostly listen to the song reminds me of muh life and this special someone... well newaize gotta go now byes...

Run away, Run away, Run away (Where you goin girl?)
Run away, Run away, Run away (You can't run away from my love)
Run away, Run away, Run away (Where you goin girl?)
Run away, Run away, Run away (You can't run away from a thug)

[Verse One]
I was gonna take my life where I wanted to go
Which was with your life, more then you'll ever know
Now I can't do that no ?withal? has been bound
Cause when I was ready you were no where around

[Chorus]
Said I wanna be with you
Why you have to go and run away
Is it cause you run not true
And you never had plans to stay
Or is it cause you had a girl
On the other side of town
Made plans to be with you
Why the hell are you not around?

[Verse Two]
Said I was special, special to the world
And made you special cus I was your girl
Now I can't do that no ?withal? has been bound
Thought I was special, where are you now?

Chorus: + [Pusha T]
Said I wanna be with you
Why you have to go and run away
Is it cause you run not true
And you never had plans to stay
Or is it cause you had a girl [Maybe]
On the other side of town [I ain't runnin' away]
Made plans to be with you [They call me pusha]
Why the hell are you not around?

[Verse Three: Pusha T]
Look I never asked for the game to start (nah)
You pursued and just gave your heart
Pusha played his part, yes
You know I showed you things
From rodeo strolls to Louie gummy soles
Said I got an angel flow
So I gave your neck angel blow to match me
Now we both heavenly, OH
Pink's your color but it make it {pussy}
Show part ring say love but we only lovers
Our commitment empty to put it simply
Just need you shotgun to sit on findi
Might get windy top list eight fifty
Rims match yo eighties the early twenties
Everything shiny still grimey and a thug
I know it make you like to stand by me in the club
Hugs and kisses every young girls wishes
Kiss and enjoy the fame and your title as my mistress, misses

[Nivea]
And when my dad called, you said I was yours
And when I was ready, you heart had open doors
So I gave up the biggest smile
For your voice ?it sound?
But I guess I'm mad cause you're not around

Chorus: x2
Said I wanna be with you
Why you have to go and run away
Is it cause you run not true
And you never had plans to stay
Or is it cause you had a girl
On the other side of town
Made plans to be with you
Why the hell are you not around?

Run away, Run away, Run away (Where you goin girl?)
Run away, Run away, Run away (You can't run away from my love)
Run away, Run away, Run away (Where you goin girl?)
Run away, Run away, Run away (You can't run away from a thug)
Run away, Run away, Run away

this song reminds me of muh life with a special someone in muh life well byes no forget leave me props and sum loving and stuff k den byes

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 08:12:21 GMT

This song reminds me of muh ex boyfriend paul boylen and hopefully he takes me back and forgives me too i hella missed him so muchiez and i'll do everything and anything to have him back in muh life i really do love you alot paul....

I wanna let you know that ill always love you baby

Sometimes I think about (c'mon)
everything that we've been through
and I pray that you would just open your eyes (nb ridaz)
I love you (I love you baby) I love you too girl
I need you(I need you)
so please don't throw our love away (forgive me girl)

(Verse 1)
Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
it must have been the first kiss
you told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
Im sorry for the tears, im sorry for the pain
you were the one that always made things right
I promise you this though, you got a friend for life
maybe one day we could try it again
and maybe things can be a little different
so lets just kiss and say goodbye
cuz I really cant stand the pain to see you cry

(Chorus)
I've given everything (given everything)
ive loved you endlessly
but when it comes to me you don't even notice me

I've given everything (yeah)
I've loved you endlessly
but when it comes to me you don't even notice me

(Verse 2)
all that is mine is yours thats what I said
treat you with love and respect in every way
you want it, I did, you meet me I was there
now you treat me like if im not here
I love you and I need you, don't wanna let go
if you want somebody else please let me know
cant take it no more, it feels like I'm dieing inside
is this the price I pay for handing you my life
I know I'm not perfect but I truly can
so when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
just remember I loved you and it would never be the same
gave you everything and you threw it all away

(Chorus)

(Verse 3)
I gave you my good and my bad
my heart and my soul, my trust, my money, my time
what more can you ask from a man
even when times were hard I held out my arms, and held you
even accepted you through whatever weather
but now I feel it we're at the end of the road
whatever we had, now I gotta let go
nights like this I wish we aint dropped so far
to cover my tears, wishing I could replace all those wasted years
im lovin someone who couldn't love me back
and now again I gotta start from scratch
but I know ive given you my everything

(Chorus)