Heylo Everyone!! =)

How is everybody doing lately? i hope great and even though muh day was great too... first of all i went to Pearlridge California Pizza Kitchen and ate dinner with Sarah muh brothers girlfriend and muh mother and then cruise in da mall for a little bit and then went to Ala Moana to Hot Topic and saw this adorabl ky0ote ass boyee there and man we kept staring at each other for the longest time and then i was standing in front of ihm and we made eye contact to each other and it was so amazing oh muh goodness... me and the ky0ote ass b0yee couldnt stop staring at each other and then we left the store and went home and here i am on da computer and writing in muh xanga and onlee 4 more days until i turned 19 years old and still don't know what to do on muh birthday weird ah im turning into an old fut already hahhahaah well newaize gotta go now byes

 Dis ky0ote ass Sexy Boyee ish Stephen muh baby boo fo lyphe! and yes he is an sweetheart and clever guy and yes he is the one took mai heart away when we first talked and stuff and he calls me his sexy baby girl =) i love u stephen u sexy boyee!!

hey everyone!

yee yah i change muh song and everything i hope u all like it and yeah today was an okay day for me though listening to slow jams musics lately and thinking of everything in da past and now well byes

Wassup Peoples!!

How is everybody doing lately? as for me I've been keeping muhself busy lately and i hardly come on Xanga now days because I am usually on myspace its really fun being on it and meeting new peoples and cruising with alot of peoples from it and college that i am going too right now and i've became a new person now and not worrying so hard if that special someone named paul will take me back in his life like he would anywayz but yeah I've been reading the bible alot and talking to muh parents and muh grandparents alot and talking to them about muh problems and love problems and stuff and yeah i even spending time with muh parents and muh grandparents alot and thinking why should i fall in love again when i always get hurt by dem... well newaize enough about me and muh sorrie ass life and love life ha yeah right i realize i can be a better person and different too with totalli different personality and the way I dress now and the way i acted to peoples which is fun u know becoming a new person everyday and doing amazing stuff everyday you will realize how much peoples really cares about you and loves you for who you are and everything.... 

I know I made mistakes in muh life before and not knowing it will hurt the peoples I loved and cared about so much I hurt muh parents feelings, muh brothers feelings, muh cousins feelings, muh grandparents feelings, and muh ex boyfriend paul boylen, muh other ex charles from hilo, muh 1st true love Adam from waimanalo side, and muh 2nd true love Chris from waimanalo side. when i sometimes feel so unhappie or sometimes really mad and i take it out all on them they didn't derserve any of it what I did to them  but yeah  i feel so guilty and  really unhappie and sad that I actually hurt them and realize they were always there for me when I needed to someone to talk too... and I regret what i did in the past and now its time to moved on and become a new person and new life and everything....

To the peoples who are reading this u should know how hard it is so lose someone u love and cared about and knowing that person is the right one for you in life and stuff......well newaize paul if u reading this im sorrie from the bottom of muh heart for not trusting you... You should know how hard to trust someone u loved alot and knowing that it was hard for me trust someone i loved and cared about alot and they will do something stupid or dumb behind muh back and now when i think about our relationship and in da past between us i do have trust in you alot and now u won't take me back in your life but its cool i dont mind at all i rather be single and do fun stuff and hanging out with muh krew and muh homeboys and muh homegurls and do whats fun in life... well newaize byes

hey everyone!!

Wassup?!?! well how is everybody doing and summer going so far? well as for me hehehe well summer been great i have a suntan and and sunlines on muh bodee hehehee yawpz i hella loved the beach alot and chillaxin and stuff well newaize i've been becoming a new person every day and everything well i've been keeping muhself busy by looking for a job and downloading songs and i mostly listen to the song reminds me of muh life and this special someone... well newaize gotta go now byes...

Run away, Run away, Run away (Where you goin girl?)
Run away, Run away, Run away (You can't run away from my love)
Run away, Run away, Run away (Where you goin girl?)
Run away, Run away, Run away (You can't run away from a thug)

[Verse One]
I was gonna take my life where I wanted to go
Which was with your life, more then you'll ever know
Now I can't do that no ?withal? has been bound
Cause when I was ready you were no where around

[Chorus]
Said I wanna be with you
Why you have to go and run away
Is it cause you run not true
And you never had plans to stay
Or is it cause you had a girl
On the other side of town
Made plans to be with you
Why the hell are you not around?

[Verse Two]
Said I was special, special to the world
And made you special cus I was your girl
Now I can't do that no ?withal? has been bound
Thought I was special, where are you now?

Chorus: + [Pusha T]
Said I wanna be with you
Why you have to go and run away
Is it cause you run not true
And you never had plans to stay
Or is it cause you had a girl [Maybe]
On the other side of town [I ain't runnin' away]
Made plans to be with you [They call me pusha]
Why the hell are you not around?

[Verse Three: Pusha T]
Look I never asked for the game to start (nah)
You pursued and just gave your heart
Pusha played his part, yes
You know I showed you things
From rodeo strolls to Louie gummy soles
Said I got an angel flow
So I gave your neck angel blow to match me
Now we both heavenly, OH
Pink's your color but it make it {pussy}
Show part ring say love but we only lovers
Our commitment empty to put it simply
Just need you shotgun to sit on findi
Might get windy top list eight fifty
Rims match yo eighties the early twenties
Everything shiny still grimey and a thug
I know it make you like to stand by me in the club
Hugs and kisses every young girls wishes
Kiss and enjoy the fame and your title as my mistress, misses

[Nivea]
And when my dad called, you said I was yours
And when I was ready, you heart had open doors
So I gave up the biggest smile
For your voice ?it sound?
But I guess I'm mad cause you're not around

Chorus: x2
Said I wanna be with you
Why you have to go and run away
Is it cause you run not true
And you never had plans to stay
Or is it cause you had a girl
On the other side of town
Made plans to be with you
Why the hell are you not around?

Run away, Run away, Run away (Where you goin girl?)
Run away, Run away, Run away (You can't run away from my love)
Run away, Run away, Run away (Where you goin girl?)
Run away, Run away, Run away (You can't run away from a thug)
Run away, Run away, Run away

this song reminds me of muh life with a special someone in muh life well byes no forget leave me props and sum loving and stuff k den byes

This song reminds me of muh ex boyfriend paul boylen and hopefully he takes me back and forgives me too i hella missed him so muchiez and i'll do everything and anything to have him back in muh life i really do love you alot paul....

I wanna let you know that ill always love you baby

Sometimes I think about (c'mon)
everything that we've been through
and I pray that you would just open your eyes (nb ridaz)
I love you (I love you baby) I love you too girl
I need you(I need you)
so please don't throw our love away (forgive me girl)

(Verse 1)
Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
it must have been the first kiss
you told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
Im sorry for the tears, im sorry for the pain
you were the one that always made things right
I promise you this though, you got a friend for life
maybe one day we could try it again
and maybe things can be a little different
so lets just kiss and say goodbye
cuz I really cant stand the pain to see you cry

(Chorus)
I've given everything (given everything)
ive loved you endlessly
but when it comes to me you don't even notice me

I've given everything (yeah)
I've loved you endlessly
but when it comes to me you don't even notice me

(Verse 2)
all that is mine is yours thats what I said
treat you with love and respect in every way
you want it, I did, you meet me I was there
now you treat me like if im not here
I love you and I need you, don't wanna let go
if you want somebody else please let me know
cant take it no more, it feels like I'm dieing inside
is this the price I pay for handing you my life
I know I'm not perfect but I truly can
so when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
just remember I loved you and it would never be the same
gave you everything and you threw it all away

(Chorus)

(Verse 3)
I gave you my good and my bad
my heart and my soul, my trust, my money, my time
what more can you ask from a man
even when times were hard I held out my arms, and held you
even accepted you through whatever weather
but now I feel it we're at the end of the road
whatever we had, now I gotta let go
nights like this I wish we aint dropped so far
to cover my tears, wishing I could replace all those wasted years
im lovin someone who couldn't love me back
and now again I gotta start from scratch
but I know ive given you my everything

(Chorus)